العمق في اللعب لا يتفوق على الذكاء الروحي العالي؟ أنا في سن الأربعين، وأعرف تمامًا أن العمق في اللعب ليس له فائدة حقيقية.

في الشباب، كنت أعتقد أن العمق في اللعب شيء رائع، وأن امتلاك عمق كافٍ يعني الحكمة والقدرة على التلاعب بشكل كامل، ويمكن أن يهيمن على عالم البالغين بلا منازع. لكن العمق في اللعب ليس شيئًا راقيًا، فالذكاء العاطفي والعمق في اللعب هو في الواقع آلية دفاعية مفروضة في العلاقات الشخصية، ولا يمكنها مساعدة في فتح آفاق جديدة، فقط الروحانية هي التي يمكن أن تفتح الأبواب. الذكاء العاطفي والعمق في اللعب هو الأساس، والروحانية هي الزينة التي تزين القمة.
إذا أردت التطور والنمو، فإن حلمك هو أن ترفع من قدراتك، وليس الذكاء العاطفي والعمق في اللعب، فهي مجرد أساسيات، لحماية نفسك والعيش بشكل جيد دون أن تتعرض للأكل بسهولة أو الخروج مبكرًا. يمكن تنمية آليات الدفاع هذه بشكل واعٍ من خلال التدريب بعد الولادة.
أتذكر بعد بضع سنوات من العمل، كنت في الليل أشرب مع المدير، وواجهت حادثة تصادم مع شخص يتظاهر بأنه ضحية. قادني مدير صغير في نوبة العمل الليلي لمساعدته. عند الموقع، حاول المدير الصغير تهدئة المدير الكبير، وأنا ذهبت وضحكت واحتضنت الرجل الذي يتظاهر بأنه ضحية، وركضت به مباشرة، وكنت أهدئه بيدي وأضغط عليه بقوة، وكنت أصرخ "يا أخي يا أخي" بشكل ودي. لم ألتفت لمحاولاته المقاومة، وضغطت على رأسه لأخذ موعد، وأثناء ذلك اتصلت بمفتش شرطة المنطقة لأستفسر إذا كان هناك محترف في التظاهر. سحب الرجل يدي التي كانت تتصل، وطلب بلطف أن يعطيني شيئًا، وقال إنه لم ينجح طوال الليل لأنه كان مضغوطًا. رأيت صدقه، وأعطيته علبة فريز، وأضفت مئة يوان، وقلنا لنفترض أننا لم نر شيئًا. استغرقت العملية أقل من عشر دقائق وانتهت بشكل ناجح.
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